2011 started out so bad.. having to fight these emotions which I can't control, having to pretend to look so damn happy like as if nothing happen, having to pretend like nothing's affecting me at all like as if i'm so damn strong.. everyday i'm fighting a battle on my own which I don't know when it will ever end. God, i'm so, so, so tired. I really wish someone would come take my hand, wipe away these tears and make everything alright. All I really want is to be able to wake up next morning knowing everything's gonna be alright.