I'm tired of loving

for once, i hope people around who have been constantly treating me nice will just stop doing that. or should i say, i don't wanna be treated nice. i don't wanna tell a lie, but the truth always hurts. i'm always scared of hurting the people who have been good to me. i'm always scared of making the good people around me unhappy and sad. after all, how can you expect love from someone whose love tank is already running out of love? i've no love to return. i'm just too tired of loving. gimme a break.